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Thursday, July 28, 2011

A place for me.

So Basically,I'm so pumped for Camp Daniel wk 4!! I literally want to drive myself up there now! So wk 1 was an averge 5 for me. I know it sounds silly but I just didn't see God that week. I was actually thinking about not doing wk4 beause I thought: IfI didn;t see God then, why would I see him now? Why would wk4 be any different? God took me on a Magical Roller-Coaster that day. Maybe it wasent my week,but maybe I had made someone eles feel a part of something! Ive had beautiful/confident help from, Molly and JoJo and Emily and Annissa,just telling me God is there, he is watching and he knows youre hurting,but something good will come out of that!

I prayed for God to show me something,but I din't see it, I felt like I wasen't a part of something. Like "what the heck am I doing here"? I just didn't get it. I completely came to Camp that week for the wrong reasons. I felt so guilty, &then it hit me: "Hannah this is not about you" I finially got it! Camp Daniel isnt about you!! It finally made sense:) But Godwas still pleased with me! He was pleased with the way I made those Campers feel like they were what I felt I wasn't! I just can't Thank anyone enough for their postive flow that they have been giving me.
I took negative after negative over something that really didn't matter.

But God still is calling me to this auesome place to worship and love.A place for me. Camp Daniel wk4 will shock and surprise. But I'm ready for the Challenge:)

4 comments:

  1. Hannah, you have a beautiful soul! I love you and cannot wait for you to come!! I have been dealing with some questions with God and I'm hoping for answers at camp!

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  2. Thankyou em<}3 I just really am going through a hard time and hoping god hears me, it's super-hard but I'm holding my head high:) thank you for everything and all your help! Out late night texting is the BEST!!! Love you beautiful<]3

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  3. oh dearie... God does have a plan for you in week 4 and in every hurt and pain you go through. I know it, know it, know it. I can't wait to hear what happens, because I know that Camp is the bestest place for healing! :D
    I LOVE YOU! Jojo

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  4. Oh my lovely JoJo, thankyou!!
    I just have still secounded thoughts about camp and I really just want to have a grand time!!(:
    but also thanks for our friendly/fun talk at mollys over the phone and texting you is super cool!!
    Love and miss you sister<3

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